Like a dog with a bone — that’s Moses. He’s relentless and won’t let it go. And so, the conversation continues just as it had started. “Lord, go with us!”
Moses has just encountered God as closely as any man could. Hidden in the cleft of the rock, Moses sees the LORD descend in a cloud; knows the Creator’s intimate presence as God “stands with him there”; feels the rush of wind as the LORD passes by him; and hears God’s voice as the Almighty proclaims His holy name (Ex. 34:5-7). And then, Moses does what you might expect someone to do after such an unprecedented encounter of the divine kind.
Moses quickly bowed his head toward the earth and worshiped.
(Exodus 34:8 ESV)
You might expect that to end the scene. God shows up! Moses goes down! Run the credits . . .
But wait, there’s more. Moses speaks.
Rather than just being still and knowing He is God (Ps. 46:10), Moses interrupts such a holy moment by bringing up a potentially triggering request (if God could be “triggered”). Rather than bask in the etherealness of the encounter, Moses crashes things back to earth by reminding God again of a stark reality.
And [Moses] said, “If now I have found favor in Your sight, O Lord, please let the Lord go in the midst of us, for it is a stiff-necked people, and pardon our iniquity and our sin, and take us for Your inheritance.”
(Exodus 34:9 ESV)
Moses! Why break such a moment with such an ugly reminder?
Like fingernails pulled down a chalkboard, like a needle being dragged across a vinyl LP, Moses has to bring THAT up again. You know, that golden calf thing (Ex. 32). That thing that shattered the 10 commandments — literally! That thing that left 3,000 dead at the foot of the holy mount. That thing which resulted in God’s refusal to continue journeying with the people to the promised land lest He “consume them on the way” (Ex. 33:1-3). Moses, after such high and holy communion, why bring that up again?
‘Cause it was the whole point. Moses wanted to see God’s great glory, in order to know again the depth of God’s giving goodness and be assured afresh of God’s going grace. That glory encounter happened because of Moses’ post golden calf plea, “If Your presence will not go with me, do not bring me up from here” (Ex. 33:15-16).
And here’s the thing that grabs me this morning: the reason Moses gives the LORD for going “in the midst of us” is not that they were saintly saints but that they were a stiff-necked people.
Obstinate (NASB). Stubborn and rebellious (NLT). Hard-headed (MSG). That’s the price of admission for needing the glory of God to fuel the grace of God in order to know the goodness of God as God goes with you “in the midst.” It’s because getting to the promised land was not something they were going to do on their own. No matter how hard they might try to “straighten up and fly right”, they would always be prone to being stiff-necked and veer off course. And that’s why Moses pleaded, “O Lord, please go in the midst of us.”
So often we miss the presence of God because we fail to see our need for the presence of God or refuse to believe that God really does dwell with those who are “contrite and lowly in spirit” (Isa. 57:15). We fail to know His leading because we think we can trust our own GPS. We fail to know His grace because we won’t admit our need and weakness (2Cor. 12:9) — our weariness, our mourning, our feelings of worthlessness, our failures, our stiff-necked sin.
If we have found favor in Your sight, O LORD, go in our midst. Not because we’ve earned it or merit it. But because, knowing ourselves, we desperately need it!
It’s then that we can know afresh the solid footing of being set in the cleft of the Rock. It’s then we can experience anew the glory passing by as the goodness of God’s name is proclaimed. It’s then we can fall to our faces in worship and persistently plead, “I’m a stiff-necked person, Lord — a sinner saved by grace. Please continue to go in the midst of us.”
Only because of His boundless grace.
Only for His everlasting glory.
